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Wednesday, 15 August 2012, 03:57
I carry along many regrets but I don't let this wounds go to waste.
OKAY LIKE SO TODAY WE START WITH RECESS. I had gym duty so Naomi, Jiaxin and I were making plans on getting out of the class, runnning to stall 7, buy two plates, 3 of us share then I go for gym duty. Cute right? So primary school-ish hehehe <': Then ... We played badminton, Lionel was on my team and next to him, I sucked. When we got back from class, I got really pissed because the mushroom matter got really big. People wrote on the board to last long. Hais, whatthe- Joke. It's okay but don't push it too far. I had to shift to the front during Science, sit next to Ming wei because Ms choo said so and it was nearer to mushroom so I thought the guys surrounding me would make it worse for me but instead they helped cheer me up (thankyouthankyou) Yien sat right next to xuanwei, hari on my right eyed on him. Ming wei beside me was planning and the two guys behind me were planning as well. (Morgan and .. Jazper? LOL I forgot. Maybe it's Yien at that time.Yeah) We planned something where Mingwei texts xuanwei and acts like a girl so that he'd stop bugging me. Every 45 seconds, he turns around and looks at me, so everytime he tries to turn around, Hari will go like, "OI LOOK INFRONT LA" then he will take off his shoe and say, "one more time you look, this will land on your face." HAHAHAH. Then everytime he looks, Ming wei will go, "eh eh ehhhhhh" then yien will throw things at him so he'd stop looking. In the end, he still persevered and looked back again. Then Yien was like, "OUR TROOPS ARE DYING" after I said, "lol this feels like we're getting ready for battle" Ming wei going to act nicenice all to him. AS A GIRL. After all that, I felt better. I had gym duty afterwards and that's all I guess. eh shit I have to study after this session of computer time. Tuesday, 14 August 2012, 01:19
Nayab and Jia Xin (yes, your names are a title)
Nayab said sorry to Jia xin sincerely after she found out that Jia xin cried because she laughed at her mistakes in Science but it was unintentional. She didn't know Jia xin ever made that mistake. Nayab wrote a long letter to JX apologizing and Jia xin shook the whole thing off, like everything was over. However, JX posted on her blog how she felt about Nayab laughing at her and how inconsiderate it was. After reading it, Nayab got really hurt and was quite upset with what Jia Xin posted because it has her name inside and it was publicly displayed. Nayab believes that after saying sorry and accepting that apology, you shouldn't bring it up again. She doesn't like what Jiaxin did and feels that if Jia xin has something to say about her, say it to her face and not on her blog. Story 2 - The fact that Jia xin actually cried shows that it must have impacted her. When Nayab wrote the apology letter, she shook the whole thing off saying, "it's okay, atleast she said sorry." But Jia xin doesn't like to bottle feelings up at all. So what she does is write it all on her blog. She was too scared to tell Nayab; scared that it would bring up a huge commotion. In the end, she said everything was okay because she said that Nayab apologized. Some people express feelings through song writing, instrument playing, drawing etc; and other people - their blogs. Words that Jia xin used on her blog were words Jia xin wanted to tell nayab but didn't have the courage to. The post - I cried for my sci results , its a big shame . When i gt de paper , i almost cried out but i stop de tears but denw hen its section B first part , Miss Choo was saying some of us did wrong coz misunderstood de question , its oni me , oni me tat did wrong but i didnt expect anyone to laugh . BUT MY BESTFREN DID IT , i was shocked and so embarrassing coz im de one who was de blurr sotong and den Nayab laughed . My tears came immediately , i knew Farah was going to laugh right after Nayab but Naomi told her im de one who wrong so she nvr laugh . Jayanthi was comforting me coz i jus cant stop crying , this was de first time tat i gt C for sci , how great it is right ? and den when i stopped crying , Naomi dem came and asked me : " i okay or nt ?" I cried again , tis time was worst and Nayab shouted at me again coz she didnt know i was crying but den aftter tat she shut up when she saw im crying . I was very pissed off at Nayab , i mean tat day coz she was jus too much . She shouldt laugh in de first place coz even if its nt me , she jus cant laugh like tat , its so irritating coz anyone who wrong will be upset and disappointed plus shame on theirself . If she was de wrong one , she hoped to hear silent or laughter in anywhere . Its nt jus becoz of im ur bestfren and u cnt laugh , u cant even laugh in de first place , be more considerate pls . But since u said sry , its okay . Nothing bad happen between us :) At first, Jia xin was already on the verge of crying because of her results. Jia xin was pissed at Nayab because she laughed even if it wasn't her who did the mistake on the Science paper. Even if Nayab did the mistake and someone else laughed, all Nayab would do is shout, "shut up la". Or laugh with them. Depending on her mood. But what Jia xin believes is that you shouldn't laugh at people whether it they are close to you or not. Everything would actually have been better IF Jia xin replied nayab on the paper or F2F- tell her what was bothering her about Nayab. Everything would have been solved afterwards. Okay, cut emotions out of this. CUT ALL EMOTIONS out of this. No such thing as hurt or sadness or happiness or etc. In the end, what are friends for? Finding faults in the other person? Always gossiping about the other friend? Bringing PAST mistakes up? is that what friends are for? When someone does a mistake, you pile it up? Add more of her previous mistakes to make it seem worse? That's called enemies, not friends. Friends are people you help. Friends are people who help YOU. Friends are people who encourage you and they'd always stay by your side WHETHER you're wrong or right. Even if everyone is against them, you're supposed to be on your friend's side. Not quickly spot out their mistakes and go "wah lao eh just now she like what sia-" blahblahblahblah. "I cannot stand her anymore la she-" etcetcetc. You guys just didn't understand each other enough. Jia xin, you should've told nayab how you felt at that time itself. You didn't know you had to, you thought it would work according to your method but you didnt know what to do, did you? Nayab felt hurt at that point when she read what you said. Now you know that Nayab doesn't like things being posted about her in a negative way online -(*I'm almost immune to insults I'm faced with- except that slut word OMG wtf. *) Nayab, it impacted her too, that'w why she would even cry in the first place. Next time, she would know to tell you if she feels off about something and OH- by thinking negative about the other party- it usually doesn't work. Both your hearts are in the right place. Nothing lasts forever, you said so in the past. It's either you die or you break up. If anything happened to this friendship, you guys would obviously mind. You know what I believe in? - "Forgive even if the other person isn't sorry". (If anyone of you feels insulted or anything by this post- then.. ) Get along, come on. Every fight (EVEN IF IT ISN'T ONE) leads you guys closer to understanding lol wise words but it's true. ~ , 00:33
Hais
He was like, "No wonder you're a slut." LIKE WTF EH. It wasn't the only time, few weeks back, I came out of school and he was playing tabble tennis, over there- he saw me then said, "I saw you at Geylang." That- I didn't mind BUT NOW.. Tsk. Saturday, 11 August 2012, 06:38
I don't like it that way.
Friday, 10 August 2012, 22:06
He didn't bring his girlfriend along? I wasn't born yesterday.
Thursday, 9 August 2012, 06:52
Why is he hotter than Sasuke.. (o_O")
, 06:30
Does he have any idea how beautiful he is?
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+ I carry along many regrets but I don't let this wo... + Nayab and Jia Xin (yes, your names are a title) + Hais + I don't like it that way. + He didn't bring his girlfriend along? I wasn't bor... + Why is he hotter than Sasuke.. (o_O") + Does he have any idea how beautiful he is? + Hm. + -.-" + There's no time for fear, you only live once. wheni'mgone
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