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Tuesday, 17 July 2012, 04:16
There's no time for fear, you only live once.
#nowplaying ^^ Even Nayab told me I couldn't make it. Well, as long as one person believes that I can do it, that's enough for me. She told me yesterday, "honestly- as long as you believe you can do it, you will be able to do it. I'm not joking. You can do it, that is if you want to believe it. With the remaining 50%, you can. anything is possible." AND THAT WAS EVERYTTTTHHHIIINNNGGG I EVER WANTED TO HEAR FROM SOMEBODY. No, not even my form teacher nor my own "bestfriend" believes that I can. HAHAHA. I've got too much time on my hands and right now it's all going to Naruto T___T hahahahaha okay after 1 - 2 more ep, I'd stop okay? Yesterday in school, a group of people were supposed to hand in their PE homework. One of the questions were "the 5 ideals of fair play" and I wanted to copy him.. - - - - 5) Not bowing to the Japanese soccer players and when they bow, immediately kick the ball in the goalpost. HAHAHAHAHA when I read, I was literally ROFLMFAO. Seriously. That only happens when I have my so-called "spasms" as Farah would call it. It happens only when it's funny. The end. EVERYBODEHHH, GET IT STARTED. I'M ON TOP OF THE WORLD, WHAT A FEELING. now playing - Jason Derulo - UndefeatedSunday, 15 July 2012, 00:17
Step up my game ;)
ANYWAYS, it feels like I'm committing a sin not studying right now hais. I'm just so lazy at the moment, it's always at night where I educate myself not now but there's school tomorrow and homework is important. It adds on to the -self-assesment- list. Damn. It's going to be a crazy life UNTIL I see myself in either E1 or E2. E1 no bio ;O so neh. My father received my letter, yaaaaay (: Waiting to get one back hahaha. I discovered a new song which is apparently made in 2009 -.- but.. IT'S SO RELATABLE T____T hahahahaha. Okay,byeeeeee. ( Dear God, I seriously need to get on track. My percentage of acceptance into e2 has to above 54% please. Don't let all my hard work go to waste. My future hardwork anyways,haha. Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease. I promise I won't sleep in mass again. I'd seriously start working very hard but after my 150 Naruto ep ok. Sorry I need it. BUT I WILL MAKE IT, Give me strength to not get carried away and to overcome any obstacle. Amen. ) Saturday, 14 July 2012, 03:06
The courage to never give up.
BY THE WAY, I learnt that when it comes to battles, bleach is better :b Alright, since I'm sooo going to make it into either e1 or e2, I'd just go ahead and study now and reply Haikel ;) Bye. , 01:23
I cried.
he - *walks past* us - *kept quiet* nayab - "told you so..." It was really quiet. Me - "WTF LAAAA CB GO BACK TO MALAYSIA LA KNN WALAO EH COME BACK FOR WHAT NOBODY WAN SEE YOUR FACE LA " Jia Xin - "AIYA NOBODY CARE ABOUT YOU ALR LA" then she said his name damn loudly. Then nayab and Farah went like, "OIIIII DON SAY HIS NAME LATER THEY ALL HEAR WE DIE LAAA! " wow. Jia xin was my mother for the PTM, I was hers. I told my GM to just sign the form and told my dad that only bad children's parents had to come. lalala. Went home at around 2+ and went to print 110 pages. An entire book that my dad wanted me to print. Hari messaged me about iyraah and asked me to come earlier so I took my shower and dressed up and left the house within half an' hour. So I left the house at 6pm. Before that, I was reading chapter 6-9 for lit all over again. When I reached at about 6.45, he was standing with Yien and ellysiah WHO HAS 69 AS HER CLASS NUMBER. OMG damn what sia hahahaha. Anyways, we all went to Irah's block, Jazper arrived. The problem was that Hari wanted to confront Mahirah and ask for patch but she doesn't really want to /: So Jazper and I were like, "don worry, we'll fix her up" HAHAHAHA. End up, she didnt come down so we ran to school. Jia Xin was looking for me so we could go up together and we did. When the briefing started and all blahblahblah, we were all just waiting for the subject combinations part and then.... THERE'S PURE BIOLOGY!!! I swear, the kids w/o any parents there from express were screaming. My dream come true, I swear. Many including me are going to a private place to learn pure for the subjects that we don't have pure for. After that was over, I suddenly felt very scared because.. DUDE. The competition rate was so high. I flunked my first 50%. What are the chances that I would make it in with my remaining 50%? I have no hope for MT. It WILL pull me down. Hais. I really don't know what to do. I seriously have no hope. I asked my form teacher, Ms Loh. She told me frankly that NO I wouldn't make it but if I change, I have a chance. Not 100%, I just have a chance. Hais,I'm just veryveryvery VERY scared. If I don't make it, I don't just let myself down but my father as well. OH AND MY ENTIRE FUTURE. Even getting A1 for everything starting from now, I don't know.. It won't work because of my MT. A1 is nearly impossible for literature, English and math. I know that if I tried super hard, A2 for math is possible because I did it before. English - I don't know. A2 at max. Literature... -.-" I need to be faster, I guess. Nevermind, all I have to do is get top 10. Top 10 because of my fcking MT. If not my aim for top 5 like JX will be much simpler. At the rate I'm going, I won't make it. My teacher said so but if I change, I have a chance, That's all. BUT FIRST, MY ENGLISH MATH AND SCIENCE MUST BE A1 forever starting from now. 1 class min : 20 people. Haaaaaaaaiiisss. But I do have a chance if I change, so.. I must be on good terms with my teachers and that's all I guess. And my every homework must be submitted in the best and blah blah blah. There's not much time, I'm just so- OK I CAN SCREAM because I only have 50% left. My last 50%, I merely passed. 25% minimum I suppose. and with my MT, I'm probably going to get only a 35%? altogether it'd only be 60%? HOW TO MAKE IT IN LIKE THAT?!??! WALAO EH I WANT TO CRY. But... If I made it in with 37.5%? Then I have hope. So I seriously have to get high A's with every single damned bloody subject. Wednesday, 11 July 2012, 03:34
Chocolate necessary for significance in living.
I have this Friday thingy, it starts at 7.15pm in school and ends at 9pm. It's about sec 3 subject combinations. Yeah it changed. Parents&guardians allowed to come -.- my dad - I'm not sure if I'm allowed to go without my GM going as well. Thing is, I DON'T WANT HER TO COME. Hahahaha, Jia xin's lucky ): I just saw my Tumblr and deleted it as well because EVERY SINGLE THING was about Samantha :O It's super annoying. 85% of it was about deciding whether to let go and keep holding in the pain. Remaining percentage was about how much I think of- at night. How much I keep crying, how much I get scared of-, how much I'm scared with my own feelings for-, ALL DURING THE R/S -.-" tears during and tears after. I used to put those pictures like that on my phone- I can rmb, urm.. Okay, I can't really remember. Hahaha, It was admiration. Not love, it's strong admiration. Looking through, I was facepalming again and again. If you want to see love then.. Hm. I know someone called Haikelllllll, he's a cool guy :b AND DO YOU KNOW THAT I FOUND A COOL DRUMMER WHO'S AMAZING. Once upon a time, I had a reason. To wake up everyday, continue breathing. 'Grew up and realized that happiness is a lie. Today, Farah and I suddenly just started singing, esp. JD - "You got it, what I want. Give it up, shawty. Step it up, for and I'll give you everything. All my life, all my love, I'll give you my fortune and fame, I'd even give you my name-" then blah blah blah. Hmmmmmm. HOW ARE YOU PEOPLE. OK LA OK. I don't want to say anything now. OKAY, SERIOUSLY BYE HAHA. , 03:03
Let me fuck your brains inside out
"Give up the fight
I'm in control
Why don't you let it go"
sounds like something a person would say when raping someone...
To think I love that song.. o_O
SORRY SORRY HAHAHA.
oh, GIVE ME YOUR HAND I'm going to be a warrior. No,no,no. After this and one episode of Naruto, I'd lock myself in the room and study until 10pm. Just like what I did for Science PSLE and only got an A -.- In the morning today, the whole class had to take an NE quiz. Nothing special happened after that. Oh and during History, Jia Xin and farhana sat behind Jayanthi and I. Then we'd always get screwed by the new History teacher. I prefer Ms Sazryna /: But then in the first place, we wouldn't be laughing if she was there. OH and during Science, I was using my HP uh, then Miss choo looked at me halfway, knn. I was panicking like woah. In the end, she just told me that I couldn't understand, so I had to sit next to Ming Wei in the front. Nvm, at least he's entertainment. He wanted me to sit there till' the end of the day but then I pitied Jayanthi, she'd miss me. HAHAHAHA k. Yesterday, Farah,Mingwei,Nike and I OH and including Nayab went to BK :p long time that group never lepak. Usually Nayab never goes with us but sometimes she does. Like Yishun and all. Next time, Farah and I wanna go Bayfront. She says I need to visit Victoria's secret and I want to see GATB. alaaahai, why he cannot top up /: nvm. JESSICA SANCHEZ IS AN AMAZING SINGER OMG. I fell in love with a song. ok bye, NOW PLAYING - Jessica Sanchez - Change Nothing replayreplayreplayreplay. Tuesday, 10 July 2012, 07:28
I want ice-cream. Now.
HELLO. I got my internet back, finally.
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