I carry along many regrets but I don't let it go to waste.

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fences

don't look up just let them think

there's no place else you'd rather be in now

you can't turn back

because this road is all you'll ever have

plugin&play Music saves our souls
If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Saturday, 14 July 2012, 01:23 I cried. Yesterday, I went to school and it was recess alright. I sat there alone on the table like some loner. Then Nayab,Jiaxin and Naomi came along. Nayab told me, "EH REZZA I SAW SUHAILI!" but I wasn't prone to fall for it again. Anyways, didn't he already go back to Malaysia? So I went like, "yeahyeah." Continued staring into blank space until she went like, "I'M NOT JOKING REZZA! THE TERROR IS BACK AGAIN. WE'RE ALL SCREWED. I saw him walking past the hall and we made eye contact and I nearly fainted due to shock and horror. Naomi, tell her!! IM NOT JOKING!" he - walks past us - kept quiet nayab - "told you so..." It was really quiet. Me - "WTF LAAAA CB GO BACK TO MALAYSIA LA KNN WALAO EH COME BACK FOR WHAT NOBODY WAN SEE YOUR FACE LA " Jia Xin - "AIYA NOBODY CARE ABOUT YOU ALR LA" then she said his name damn loudly. Then nayab and Farah went like, "OIIIII DON SAY HIS NAME LATER THEY ALL HEAR WE DIE LAAA! " wow. Jia xin was my mother for the PTM, I was hers. I told my GM to just sign the form and told my dad that only bad children's parents had to come. lalala. Went home at around 2+ and went to print 110 pages. An entire book that my dad wanted me to print. Hari messaged me about iyraah and asked me to come earlier so I took my shower and dressed up and left the house within half an' hour. So I left the house at 6pm. Before that, I was reading chapter 6-9 for lit all over again. When I reached at about 6.45, he was standing with Yien and ellysiah WHO HAS 69 AS HER CLASS NUMBER. OMG damn what sia hahahaha. Anyways, we all went to Irah's block, Jazper arrived. The problem was that Hari wanted to confront Mahirah and ask for patch but she doesn't really want to /: So Jazper and I were like, "don worry, we'll fix her up" HAHAHAHA. End up, she didnt come down so we ran to school. Jia Xin was looking for me so we could go up together and we did. When the briefing started and all blahblahblah, we were all just waiting for the subject combinations part and then.... THERE'S PURE BIOLOGY!!! I swear, the kids w/o any parents there from express were screaming. My dream come true, I swear. Many including me are going to a private place to learn pure for the subjects that we don't have pure for. After that was over, I suddenly felt very scared because.. DUDE. The competition rate was so high. I flunked my first 50%. What are the chances that I would make it in with my remaining 50%? I have no hope for MT. It WILL pull me down. Hais. I really don't know what to do. I seriously have no hope. I asked my form teacher, Ms Loh. She told me frankly that NO I wouldn't make it but if I change, I have a chance. Not 100%, I just have a chance. Hais,I'm just veryveryvery VERY scared. If I don't make it, I don't just let myself down but my father as well. OH AND MY ENTIRE FUTURE. Even getting A1 for everything starting from now, I don't know.. It won't work because of my MT. A1 is nearly impossible for literature, English and math. I know that if I tried super hard, A2 for math is possible because I did it before. English - I don't know. A2 at max. Literature... -.-" I need to be faster, I guess. Nevermind, all I have to do is get top 10. Top 10 because of my fcking MT. If not my aim for top 5 like JX will be much simpler. At the rate I'm going, I won't make it. My teacher said so but if I change, I have a chance, That's all. BUT FIRST, MY ENGLISH MATH AND SCIENCE MUST BE A1 forever starting from now. 1 class min : 20 people. Haaaaaaaaiiisss. But I do have a chance if I change, so.. I must be on good terms with my teachers and that's all I guess. And my every homework must be submitted in the best and blah blah blah. There's not much time, I'm just so- OK I CAN SCREAM because I only have 50% left. My last 50%, I merely passed. 25% minimum I suppose. and with my MT, I'm probably going to get only a 35%? altogether it'd only be 60%? HOW TO MAKE IT IN LIKE THAT?!??! WALAO EH I WANT TO CRY. But... If I made it in with 37.5%? Then I have hope. So I seriously have to get high A's with every single damned bloody subject.		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. You don't have to know me. My blog would tell you who I am. Your judgements about me- I'm not bothered.		partnersincrime myself -insert heartshape here- Nah. backtoyesterday + Chocolate necessary for significance in living. + Let me fuck your brains inside out + I want ice-cream. Now. + Hedley - Kiss You Inside Out wheni'mgone + July 2012 + August 2012 takeabow An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		mycurrentsong-crave